Take it or Leave it.

 

Most of time I chose leave it, 'casue I am no longer that good than I thought I was.

 

having planty thoughts in mind,

trying to write something down but couldn't.

 

However, I do know what contents of those thoughts are. 

intermittently thoughts that filled with regret,  grudge, meaningless, introspection and self-denial.

Pinning on timing, destiny, those who can't control, and principal reason, apprehension of hurting by those certainty.

 

the meaning of writing down of this,

is looking for, mostly hoping or with hope, a day of REBORN.

 

hopefully, laugh it one day, and can't find the reason why I was writing this down.