莫名的一夜無眠

2 :44-4:56

醒了 甚至看到日出

發現一小疊5-6月的發票還沒對

開了電腦

突然想起 這一部

女同電影那麼多 我卻情有獨鍾這部

GIA!

關於她的日記裡 最後的那部分

 

Life and death, energy and peace.
If I stop today, it was still worth it.
Even the terrible mistakes that I have made,
and would have unmade if I could.
The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul.
It was worth it,
for having been allowed to walk where I've walked,
which was to hell on Earth,
heaven on Earth,
back again,
into,
under,
far in between,
through it,
in it,
and above...

生命與死亡，活力與安詳 

如果我今天就死了，一切都還值得了 

即使包含我所犯的最大錯誤，和我本可能犯卻沒有犯的錯誤 

燃燒我和驚嚇我靈魂的痛苦，它都值得我所曾走過的這一遭 

那是由人間的地獄，人間的天堂、再回到人間的地獄

進入其中、在它之下、遠在其間、穿過它、在其中、而在其上