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Damien  Rice 的 9Crimes

深夜裡開著小桌燈

按下整晚的Repeat

從喇叭中流洩出的旋律

很讓人著迷

彷彿我疲憊的心

可以擱在上面休息

 

一個人的日子

有很多的自己

可以把眼睛耳朵都關閉

不看不想也不聽

任憑自己放空

或者也可以選擇

把眼睛耳朵和每一個細胞都打開

恣意地去略取每一絲一毫"自己"以外的感覺

 

世界何其大

感覺何其多

有時怕自己的感情和感覺太過泛濫

而選擇把眼睛閉上 耳朵摀上

想要自己單純

然而這樣是對的嗎?

 

現在的我在世俗標準裡

一切都是好的

工作 學歷 生活 健康...

但為什麼我覺得此刻的自己

會像是一個渾沌未明的小宇宙

有一個不清晰又脆弱的核心?

 

我們曾經在同一條路上

也正一起走向同一個方向

但是為什麼此刻我的心

竟是如此的飄浮?

 

妳在哪裡?

 

不要放開我---

 

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wro

ng kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No.......