We're not quite enough to get anything we want behind us
and beginning to catch up the prevailing trend of possessing
what's in front and what's easier for us to stick to.
I don't even dare to count the missing days.
When I decide to fully absorb in a normal life, something keep disturbing me.
To be frank, I could have done nothing and wandered all day long, but I chose to face the decision.
That's really physically exhausted.
I sometimes yearn to just admit that
"alright,that's it for me"
"alright, time to give in now"
As for my relationship status these days,
well,
it could come from anywhere, but also it could be nothing more than a fidget of my studying.